sorry

this is a REALLY short update. i am still here and alive. the problem is that i have no internet access at my apartment currently so it is a really long process to blog. i am sorry i miss you all and am thinking about you and know you are thinking about me. i am very stressed right now so if y'all could keep me in you prayers i would greatly appreciate it!! love everyone! miss you even more than you guys know. bye for now, i will try to be better, but no promises. :)